Category: Toward: A Memoir

  • At the Confluence



    squash sock ankle boot bottomland

    ill green spindle and straw spears

    bur calf denim pantlegs

    American bittern takes a stealth

    toward the Western chorus


    Originally published by Hummingbird: Magazine of the Short Poem.

    Photo credit: Robert So.

  • Consecutive December Sixteenths

    Photo credit: Ranney Campbell, 2024.

  • When I Have My Own Place



    it will be so quiet
                         I will be able
    to hear three sunflowers

    in a straight glass vase

    on my dining room table
    picked up bare and painted

    blue and sanded and ash
    stained or calla

    lilies, which they pull

    like weeds, I hear
    in Australia


    Originally published by ONE ART.

    Photo credit: Ranney Campbell, 2025.

  • The First 48

    Photo credit: Ranney Campbell, 2025.

  • Of the Life You Could Have

    Photo credit: Tirachard Kumtanom.

  • End with Past Tense


    Last time I saw Goldman, we eating

    sammin’ sammiches on Venice

    Boulevard, as we do regular

    he was talking about how hot it was

    that I was a dock worker

    when I described what I do, building walls

    out of cardboard boxes in semi-trailers. Said he used to

    work at the dock in his youth in NYC.

    “But not what you do,” he said, “I know what you do.

                               You couldn’t fit an envelope in there,

                                            they would say of those walls,

                                                           when men built them,

    men who knew what they were doing,” he said and I said,

                                                                       “Yes. That’s me.”

    Recently, on top of a ladder jamming a particularly difficult

    squishy into a tight spot over my head, I thought of one night

    on the phone listening to you list again all of the reasons

                               you could not be with me long-haul.

    You cuss like a dock worker.

    Not so much anymore, now that I work ship dock

    and eat sammin’ sammiches on Venice

    or piled high with shrimp ones

    on Abbot Kinney with mango

                                                  relish

    and am so much happier

    since I don’t have to struggle

    with those supposedly more fitting similars   you preferred.


    Originally published by Storm Cellar.

    Photo credit: Ranney Campbell, 2024.

  • Don’t Try That Tusk of Narwhal on Me


    I know that’s just an overgrown

                             whale canine

    not a unicorn horn

    not a hiking buddy

    whose sweat I cannot resist the smell of

    backcountry man who knows what is required

    and how to carry,               bone

    and tall and understands

                    that we is the only status that matters

    to spoon my cooking in, to spoon his in me

                                              finds that just so

    acoustic trio scheduled to play an afternoon

                   neighborhood bar in L.A., wakes me

                                                            with a throaty

    come share Greek pizza on the boardwalk with me

            whom I never cease to stagger,

                                                  simpatico,

    evolving as I wait patiently and patiently

    waiting for me while we climb into higher

                                                            and higher

                                         vibration

                                                                 under pine trees

    whose protection leaves me

                                      in the enchantment

                                      of willing submission

    my best friend, my favorite person

    who thinks.

    the same.

    of me.

    one day, could,

    from behind a boulder

    in the Angeles Forest

    milk-white flecked flamingo

                            diamond and lime

    with an aura you can just feel is silver

        
      – – I been on enough dusty bay horses

    once a slick gunmetal dun with striped legs

    even a green broke red roan Egyptian stallion

    with a no-shit strawberry blonde spiraled mane

         so what         over it

    conjure me up some for-real

    bliss-on-tap, stuff-of-myth magic, but please,

    don’t swing a twisted fang dripping seaweed

    and tell me

                                               it’s a legend

    Originally published by Misfit Magazine.

    Photo credit: Brett Sayles.